...all my senses pushed.

last night i went for family dinner and i was talking to my cousins when one of em asked me,

how old are you?
and then it hit me, i was going to be 18.

i was going to be the big one eight.

this year, i find myself suddenly burdened with all the world's responsibilities heaved on my shoulders.

everything that went, would or is going to go wrong would be my fault.

it's like you're eighteen, you arent in high school anymore and you have a million and one responsibilities.
i just cannot believe the fact that i'll be starting college in a week or so.

i was blog hopping through one of my junior's blog and her blogging about school starting and everything and it made me want to go back to school.

it was all familiar to me.

and now we're stepping into the unknown and everyone heading their own direction, it breaks my heart that we're pretty much parting ways.

but ofcourse we'll always try to keep in contact and everything but you know how everything is.

i just want to end this saying God works in mysterious ways:)

loves