lately, i find myself become more sensitive to God.
i think i've learnt to be more thankful and to not to take things for granted.
most importantly, to trust Him wholeheartedly.
take a simple example;
i had my math quiz the other day and i really wasnt prepared.
when i got my paper all i manage to say to God was, 'God.. AHHHHHHHHHH!!'
i couldnt think of anything else. i couldnt even mumble a short prayer.
one of the sections was the application part and that's my worst section and it carries alot of marks. i read both questions and i was thinking to myself, doomed.
i couldnt understand what the question wanted. how to find the equation. which was x and which was y. i was puzzled, scared, doomed!
then i decided to try. try something, anything! God would surely help me, no?
and surely He did! i got 19/20 for that paper, how awesome is that??
another thing, driving lessons.
well i have to admit i havent been enjoying the whole experience of learning to drive a manual car. i can hardly remember the steps for bukit and three point turn and this results my instructor always taruk me properly.
one fine day, instructor picked me up and off we went to the place. first thing, new thing, parking.
i went O.O
i said to God, 'God i pray for protection and let no unnecessary accidents happen to me'
next thing, bukit, parking, threepoint turn all together o.o
next thing! the instructor left me to queue for bukit and he went toilet.
i sat at the driver's seat all by myself and went O.O.O.O.O.O
then it was almost my turn
i said to God again 'God you GOT to help me!'
miracly, the instructor didnt scold me that day because i miracly kinda remembered the steps to all the stuff.
i knew something was telling my brain cells what to do next and after that and after that.
it was God!
to not take things for granted, even the simplest ones.
my ipod had roughly near 800 songs before i deleted alot of them to near 700 because the comp couldnt take it.
i got my comp fixed and had to reinstall my itunes.
something went wrong and boom,
one minute i have a bunch of songs to sing to and another not one freaking song in my ipod.
ironicly it was april fools day and my ipod wanted to play a prank on me.
it felt so fake, all my songs gone in a blink of an eye.
i called my friend dunno to laugh or cry.
even she thought i was pranking her.
a day later, fast forward about 500 songs back into my ipod! w00h00! :D
70% of my songs back into my ipod! unbelievable.
last but not least,
trust Him, He'll watch over you, always.
so my aunt and i were in the car, we were reaching a toll.
car A and my aunt about to take the same lane.
aunt slows down and lets car A go first.
car A goes infront, *sudden break* and then proceeds to *reverse*
aunt panick *horn horn horn*
car A screeches and halts.
okay. car A and my aunt's car were like literally 1 inch away.
car A was (i think) a merc, was driven by a driver and obviously forgot what he learnt during driving lessons.
LOOK INTO YOUR FREAKING MIRROR BEFORE YOU FREAKING REVERSE!!
we nearly got into an accident. and then not only that, the driver did hand gestures(not swearing) to my aunt telling her the lane was closed in a not polite way.
his expression said like 'THE LANE CLOSED LA AIYOH! YOU DIDNT SEE MEH!!'
he didnt even freaking say a freaking sorry! and it is OBVIOUSLY his fault!
*shrugs* back to my point, God will watch over you:)
p/s: i realised this sounds like an online testimony thing. hehe
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